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Meant to be?
alone
i think desperate thoughts
shadows come to taunt my fallen soul
my tears wouldnt listen
unwillingly, i let them fall
you arent here to wipe them off
are we really meant to be?
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
11:47 PM
staircase
2:00 pm my parents and my sister left the house. yes! all alone.
finally, another rare day that the house is quiet and walang nakikialam.
i cleaned my room. surfing through the term's worth of academic stuffs, i felt sleepy. i just brushed everything under my bed and slept. (yep, this is one boring part.)
5:00 pm woke up. thought should have come with them since i am bored to the nth level.
im supposed to come but it was a children's party. it's ok for me to attend though, but the idea of children(i mean 12 years old and below) surrounding me is too hard for me to handle. i just don't go well with kids. kids love me, like running for me and shouting "kuya dennis..." then hugging my legs. i just dont have the likings for children.
7:00 pm hungry na ako. usually on sundays, we dont really cook for dinner. we usually have our food delivered or bought somewhere. i was wishing na bumili sila ng food for me. i know that i'm not a perfect son pero hindi naman to the point na hindi ako pakainin.(hehe)
i started to prepare myself because i felt na baka 10:00 pm or later na sila dumating. i decided to eat outside nlang.
7:15 pm salamat! dumating din sila. i opened the door and hoped na may food silang dala. my sister was the only one on the door and said, "hurry, we're going to eat outside."
"ha?! potah!"
deep in my mind, "im so hungry tapos magt-travel pa!" i wished nag take-out nlang sila. my laziness deprived me of lunch. it's good that i prepared myself to leave and eat outside. so hop nlang ako sa car then off we go.(hoping na near lang ung resto)
7:30 pm there was no traffic kaya we arrived kaagad sa banawe strip of resto's. the sad thing was almost all of the parking places for the reataurants we chose were full. i think we cruised the street for 2 rounds. then i saw a vacant paking in front of Chinatown's Best. finally, food.
10:00 pm solved na ako!
my parents saw their friend so they talked for a while. i excused myself from the table and went ousite the resto..."yosi!"
then, someone whispered into my ear, "oi, dennis..."
i turned and saw a high school friend or so. "i" thought we were just friends then. saya. we talked for about 15-20 mins then, we parted "again". we were really close in high school but lost communication because of a certain situation. he's going to call me daw.
11:10 pm we're home and im smiling.
i thought this is just another boring sunday. but before the day concluded itself, he gave me something to make this day memorable.
god is so nice and fair. this day is a testament to that.
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afraid to discover myself